Just the Beginning

I'm here in Bournemouth, UK for 3 months now...
And I'm always looking forward to being away from my room,
I've been to several town nearby...like Bath, Salisbury, even Brighton, etc.

But I still wana go further...I knew sometimes it seems unreachable to dream of travelling to the world without knowledge & aim to visit ALONE! but, well, that's my dream...which is still a dream until now (that I'm far away from home like this)...

The best thing to be here is I belong to myself & no one could force me to do things (even my mom already pushed me here to study)...I feel like world is being unfare to me...I'm here without any barrier from my family but still I'm stuck with my study, my work & my little money...

I wana be somewhere else with someone who understands what I am (who can be the mirror reflects me)...it's ridiculous, I can say I dont know myself well even though I have lived & will spend my entire life with myself...I wonder why when people said something about me, I've never realised before that's my behaviour. well, but now I feel I know more about myself than later in few years ago...maybe because I'm growing up & trying to think more about myself....

Sometimes life is not what you wana...